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[Aug. 5th, 2005|03:22 am] |
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So tonight was uh interesting. At like 10:00 Bethany got me all upset and stuff. Whatever. I deserved it. I'm a prick. So yeah. She blocked me and wouldn't pick up her phone. So after an hour of crying, drinking and taking pills, me being..well..me..I decided to sneak out and walk to her house. So yeah. I stole my dad's cell phone because mine is broken, and started my hour and half walk. Woohoo. I was on the phone with Renee and her friend Janelle the whole time. Dude..walking down Oakland Ave. at like midnight..Yeah..Not fun. Anyways. I stayed on the phone with them untill I got to the skate park. Then I called Bethany. She was wikid pissed..She didn't want me over. But we kinda talked for a while, then my phone died. So there I was, slightly drunk and high at 1 in the morning at the skatepark with no cellphone, wearing green pajama pants. Fucking awesome huh? I didn't have anywhere to go. Keith's grounded and Bethany hates me. So I sat in front of Dunkin Donuts for awhile. Then decided to walk to Jess' house. So yeah. I got there and waited outside for like 15 minutes. I was afraid to ring the doorbell. But yeah, I did. And so I chilled at Jess' house for like 2 hours. Most the time we were trying to find me a ride home. But no. People fucking hate me and wouldn't drive me. So I almost ended up sleeping at Jess'. But melanie suggested I call a cab.. So I called a cab. And the stupid fucking retard was too stupid to find Jess's house, so I had him pick me up at the YMCA. So yeah. The driver was this like braindead spanish dude and he was blasting Metallica. And in the backseat there was like 4 spanish people talking about drugs. I had him drop me off at the hospital, I ran home, snuck in through the back and here I am.
Thank you Jess for letting me stay there and loaning me the 20 bux.<3
I'm bored. And I feel like complete shit for hurting Bethany. If your reading this, I love you..I'm sorry. |
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[Aug. 3rd, 2005|11:37 pm] |
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So It's 11:36, I'm sitting in my basement, and I have a black dude standing behind me, drilling holes in the wall.
Im watching him..
He's still drilling..
Still drilling...
He stopped..
He's kinda just staring at the wall...
Now he has his ear against the wall..
Now he's knocking on the wall..
Now he's talking to himself..Still knocking though..
Drilling again...Still talking to himself..
Stopped drilling..
Walked by me..smiled..
Walked into the other room...
I hear running water...
He walked out of the room..
He's standing there staring at the ground...
He walked back in the room..
Dude..Plumbers are fucking weird. |
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[Aug. 1st, 2005|07:55 pm] |
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| | Marilyn Manson- New Model no.15 | ] |
Today was quite fun. I took Susie(my favorite doll) to the park. We had a lovely picnic. There was tea, salad, triangular sandwhiches, and various cheeses. It was simply grand. Just as we were finishing off the last of the cheese, a strange man wearing an orange tuxedo approached us. He grabbed Susie, tore off her dress, and held her by her shoulders, forcing her body ontop of his. He violently started thrusting his crotch upon her's. I sat and watched Susie scream, cry, beg for help. When the man was done having his way with her, he pulled out a knife and made an incision going from his elbow to his wrist. He smeared the blood all over Susie's face. This, gave me an erection. I stared at that white and red porcelain face. Her eyes were so black and empty. I could tell she was hurting. This excited me even more. By now, the man had forgotten about Susie and started knocking on the nearby trees. I yelled to him to come over, and so he did. I asked him to please tie me up, slice my penis with a razor, and lick the blood off. He told me he couldn't, for he was too pure to touch me. Upon hearing those words, peices of my face started to decay and crumble. Worms leaked out of every orifice on my body. Vomit and stomach acid was spewing through my eyes. My arms were gone. My legs didn't work. I was on the ground, begging for help. I closed my eyes, all I could see were naked, dead children all around me. Laughing. They were laughing. I opened my eyes to see a snowglobe in front of me. I stared into it, and saw me. Laying in the grass, bleeding, dying. I then saw two legs. As they slowly spread apart, the image of a cross started to emerge. I smiled, and closed my eyes again. " How silly of me", I thought. It was only the apocalypse.
Tinkerbell is cool.
Well, I'm off to go clean out my vagina. The dried, crusted blood and chunks of dead skin are really starting to aggitate me. |
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